Storm settled!

Yes, Norma that was a storm I went thru and the calm at the moment feels better! I've been getting things done and just trying to plan for next Wednesday my fourth Chemo. I keep thinking I really need to vacumn the floor before next week. I just don't feel like I still have the energy to do it. I'm going to see what Matt says and if he will do it. He works so hard at his job I just hate to ask him for help. He has a very physical job working on landing gear for the Air Force Base. He only works on Air Force planes. It will get done one way or the other. I'm trying to now figure out dinners while I'm not feeling well. I'm trying to get organized and make some dinners up in advance. I just keep thinking that's what I'm going to do....I haven't done it yet but I'm thinking about it!!! Maybe just TV dinners? Oh, will be fine. I know the Relief Society will and have brought in meals but I hate to depend on them so much. It really was nice to have their help.
I went to lunch with Ryan (my son) girlfriend Tiffany yesterday. We had a really nice visit. She is having the baby in about 2 months and her name is going to be Gracie. I'm so excited to get to finally see that baby when she arrives. She is due the first of April. It will be so fun to have a new little baby in the family.
Well, I hope everyone of you know that I appreciate so much your prayers and again those sweet little voices that go up to heaven, I think they have some kind of pull.....don't you think so? So sweet. I sure had fun with Daniel,Shannon and my little Blakely last week when they came to visit. Blakely is getting so tall! She is so funny and everything she says and does is the cutest ever! I hope they come again soon. Love, Karla

Still hanging in!

My Chemo was last Wednesday. I've been very weak and no energy at all. I passed out on the kitchen floor a few days ago! That was really weird. I yelled for Matt and luckily he was home to help me make it up the stairs to the bed to rest. I again had to go in for fluids since I'm so dehydrated. It's just one of the side effects. It's been so hard to eat and drink. Today, Tues. I feel pretty weak, but I feel like I'm stronger than yesterday! Hey, one day at a time!! I'm not looking forward to the day when I have surgery! I've been kind of anxious about all that. It's hard to imagine that "my girls"will be coming off! I have my next round of Chemo on the 28th of Jan. and then they will re-evaluate for what's next. My sweet granddaughter Blakely and her Mom and Dad have been in Calif. for a Lobster Fest. I sure wish I could have gone. It would have been nice to go to sunny Calif. I missed them and talking to Blakely. She is talking where I can understand her now a little better on the phone. I'm having withdrawls from seeing them. So ok guys come and see your Mom and Grandma! Family is so very important at this time of trials. I appreciate them very much and their prayers. Especially when the little children say their prayers everyday and ask to bless Aunt Karla it's the sweetest thing! I've been feeling kind of blue lately but I guess that's to be expected also. I'm trying to pull my apron strings up and not feel sorry for myself. Somehow that just doesn't help matters. But when the sun shines and warms the heart it feels better. Each day is a gift for sure! There's always another day to come or a brighter moment in our life. God Bless us All, Karla

Chemo this morning!

I'm not looking forward to this next round of Chemo. I go in today at 9:00am. They are very good there at the Oncology office. It's so nice and close just right in a building by Davis Hospital. You go into the building on the East side before the hospital. It's the one that's Wasach Physical therapy place. There's a pharmacy there and Optomotry also. It's right next door to the Optomotry office. So if anyone wants to send over a Marie Calendar Raspberry Pie with vanilla ice cream...Yumm!!! I should be there about 2-4 hours. Ha Ha, wishful thinking...Most of you won't even get this message in time I'm sure. I was able to get all my Christmas decoration taken down with a little help from Matt. I organized them to take back down to the basement and basically just put them in the room. Now, I just need to put them in the corner instead of just piled in the room. Shannon Hossfield offered to help. What a sweetheart. I still have till next year so there's no rush. When the weather is warmer! That would be better. Our basement is very cold. Someday, we will need to get it restored so that we can stay warmer upstairs!!! It would make a big difference I know!! I like to keep the temp. upstairs at least at 72 for now since I've been sick and struggling with slight fevers and Matt likes it at 68. I just freeze!! I've explained this winter is going to be different for us!!! I'm still working on getting that across to him! Old habits die hard!!!
I've been so sick this past three weeks and haven't really recuperated fully since my last Chemo. I was put on more antibiotic yesterday for sinus and watery eyes. I've been on about 7 different antibiotics over the past 5 months. Mostly before I knew I had Breast Cancer. I just finished Leviguin which is a very strong antibiotic for this past respiratory,sinus problems also. Having the zero white blood count just didn't help with it all. I guess every one's got something these days. It does scare me to go to church for fear of catching something. I'm becoming germ phobic....I wash my hands allot. I hadn't been to church in a month so I really wanted to go since I was feeling a little better. Well, I again appreciate so much that everyone is doing for us. Diane Stockton and her boyfriend shovel our sidewalks last week.. that was so sweet of them. Mike Schmucker shovel our driveway and steps. Cory Anderson was over doing the same thing with all this snow that's been blanketing. Also Bill Winn shovelled and layed salt down. Also all the meals that have been brought in have been wonderful!!! You may not believe it, but many of your kind gestures, meals and Laura Smith getting my medicine,sewing a blanket that for cancer patients, Joyce Winn going to the store and buy extra groceries and the best dinner ever. Taco's from Garcia's. It was so good! Shannon Hossfield shampooing our carpet, making chicken and rice that I gobbled down even when my appetite wasn't at it's best, somehow she made it just fabulous!! Heleena helping wrap presents, and bringing in homemade Clam Chowder, and for those of you that I have forgotten about I'm so sorry. There were so many wonderful meals...~all the family and friends prayers.....have saved my life!!!! I appreciate it more than you'll know. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! And if the good Lord wants me here on this earth for several more years, I'll take it. He is ultimately in charge for sure!!!
I love you all, God Bless you as well in all your struggles and endeavors. We all have our different challenges we face but he loves us and wants us to come back home to him when he is ready for us. Until then, which we never know when, may we continue to improve our hearts,minds and as for forgiveness when we are not ready to go back to our Savior. I have a ways to go! Love, Karla

Next week is coming too fast!

For those of you that do follow this blog.........I've been feeling pretty well the last four or five days. I still don't do too much since I'm still fighting the cough and a very low energy level. I have a friend named John and he is telling me about Kangan H2O. I'm going to try and get ahold of this water. I think it will be a really good idea to drink it. He says I need to drink a gallon a day. It's ionized and I think it's a good suggestion. I've had so much problems with my digestion I think water will be helpful. Right after Chemo this is really the most important thing to do well even before getting the Chemo it's good. It's actually the very thing that is the hardest for me to do right after Chemo. It taste so nasty to drink water afterwards!! Yuk! Someone told me to drink really cold stuff and eat ice chips etc. while I'm getting the infusion on Wed. That's the Chemo. It took almost four hours for the chemo to be administered last time. My lips are going to fall off from ice frost. I'm really not looking forward to this next Wed. since I feel like I haven't really had much of a chance to recoupe! I appreciate all the prayers from friend and family. It really does help when people say they've been praying. Wow, it sure makes me feel better just that fast. I hope all of you have a great new year. I'm going to try and drink water, eat healthier and walk for the time being. Love, Karla